你最近还好吗

S.H.E - 你最近还好吗

词：姚若龙

曲：林迈可

挑一张耶诞卡写上慢慢祝福的话

地址写的是心底你能不能收到它

天有点冷 风有点大 城市宁静而喧哗

这一个冬天我得一个人走回家

有再多的牵挂 都已没有权力表达

旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬

昨天远了 明天还长 回忆模糊但巨大

这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

问自己习惯了吗

没有你每到夜里回声变得好大

有没有什么好方法让寂寞变听话

你最近还好吗

是不是也在思念里挣扎

你说会记得我 还记得吗

你最近还好吗

忙碌吗 累吗 心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发

夜之三

It has been quite some time since I last updated my blog. I went to places and visited people, but there is nothing much in within which I would like to share. I had been moody and I wouldn't like to continue feeling like this nor allow myself to be consumed by fluctuating emotions. However I just can't help it. I can't help feeling the hollowness in within and I wouldn't want to lie in my blog. Which is the only place I can speak out freely about my thoughts and feelings.

I don't know why I post out today's entry. But I guess I did finally felt better after being the emo girl for quite some time. I am transforming into Emily The Strange.

Emily in rock version. However, I don't like cats.

My friends came all the way from KL to visit us these few days. We went for Toy Story 3 on the first day. The movie is funny but brings out its own message at the same time. Thumbs up! Highly recommended. It does serve in giving great pleasure to me.

The second day we started well with Spain won over Honduras with a 2-0. It did indeed lightened my mood. We went to the Tropical Spice Garden. Nothing to shout for unless you are one true nature lover. At night we were given a great tour by our 'tourist guide', which even taught me much about my own hometown, thus heated up the Penangite spirit in me.

However I am constantly full these two days. Bet its bad for my waistline. More exercise after this as I was diagnosed of high cholesterol recently. No kidding.

Football fever had taken its toll on me. Insomnia and not feeling well. But since I was incapable of sleep, why not catch a match of football game? Its South Korea vs Nigeria now. With a score 1-1. But I still have faith on South Korea. Try your best please and make me at least feel better.

editted: South Korea only drawed 2-2 with Nigeria in the end. Bummer.

Happiness Wherabouts

Don't know what is wrong with me recently. I would be happy the minute before, totally emotional for the next. A surge of mixed emotions rush through, making me totally clueless of what is going on to me.

These few days had been really hectic going to trips and doing chores at home. I try to make use of my time fully, occupied my time so that I will not have a single minute to think nonsense. But yet, my attempt failed.

I desperately need a listener that I can pour out my soul. I had been deceived by the mask I am wearing that I thought it was my face, just to realise beyond tearing off the mask outside, there's the hideous inner self of mine I tried to hide.

If I were given the chance, I'll like to shout out loud, hoping the wind carries away my worries. I wished my sorrows can be washed away by the waves like the words written on the sand.

I am so hopelessly helpless now. I am like a patient not knowing what disease I carried. God please diagnose my sickness and cure me with the best medicine. Held out your hands to me and don't ever let me go.

I yearn for God in my life.

I want to live life in God's purpose.

I need true happiness from within.

夜之二

深夜，总是让人胡思乱想。那宁静的时刻，可以让思绪穿越任何星空。

何谓缘份？何谓有缘无份？

世上的得失真的是注定，还是可以靠自己的努力去争取？

如果是注定，那我们就无法改变自己的命运吗？

如果靠争取，却又为何付出了努力又仍没有结果？

最近情绪又再起伏不定。发觉自己变得有些孤僻。

可能是累了必须戴着面具，演戏过日子。

累了找不到一个可以谈心事，了解我的对象。

想起夜宴里的一句对白，

“ 不是要把你的脸以面具遮住，而是要把面具变成你的脸。”

难道长大了，必须学习的就是假惺惺做人，把小时侯学的真诚待人的想法抛个九霄云外？

厌倦了毫无目标的日子。

厌倦了胡思乱想的脑袋。

厌倦了如此情绪化的自己。

夜，总是让人迷失自己……

夜之一

“ 想念是会呼吸的痛，它活在我身上所有角落…… ”

夜深人静，一个人看着意大利对垒巴拉圭的比赛，突然感到莫名的寂寞。

此刻的我脑海里突然浮现了一个如此陌生，却又那么熟悉的一个人。

“ 不是因为寂寞才想你，而是因为想你才寂寞…… ”

耳边不时响起这首歌，

不过我警惕着自己，

“ 记得要忘记 忘记 我提醒自己

你已经是 人海中的一个背影

长长时光 我应该要有新的回忆 ”

原来我学会了忘记寂寞，但寂寞却不曾离弃我。

Father's Day Treat

We'll always come up with excuses to allow ourselves to devour good food. So what's the excuse this time? Its June so what else? Father's Day. Haha.

We brought ourselves to Soon Lai Seafood for a treat.

Their weekend special - Spring roll

All time favourite, belachan fried kangkong

Curry fish fillet

Tofu on hot pan

It was indeed a satisfying meal. After that, I allowed myself one more treat, McDonald strawberry cornetto sundae. I am such a glut. No next time.

My sundae topped with cornetto and chocolate chips. Love~

Two days one night trip at Malacca

Its school holiday finally. So I went on a family trip with my parents to Malacca. The journey took about 6 hours and we lodged at this Palace Hotel. The hotel is situated at a quite strategic location, within walking distance from Jonker Walk, one of the main attraction of Malacca.

We visited Mini Malaysia & Mini Asean on the way to Malacca City. There's different types of houses of the 13 states of Malaysia shown here.

Jonker Walk

Freshly baked biscuits

Cheng Hoon Teng Temple

Jonker Street view

Baba & Nyonya Heritage

Malacca Christ Church

Malacca River and Harbour

The whole trip at Malacca was hot and sweaty as we have to walk to all the places of attraction. But I did enjoyed it and cherished the time spent with my parents. Its fun to see them being naggy about things and I realised being a family and staying together is all about taking care and tolerating each other. Indeed a great trip to take my mind away from all the unpleasant things and to take a short break.