Sometimes

Sometimes I thought I am fine

Just to find out I am not

Sometimes I thought I had let go

Just to find that every small memories still clung to me

Sometimes I thought I am happy

Just to feel hot tears flowing the next moment

Sometimes I wonder

Just how long it takes to get out from this pit

Sometimes I hope you'll think of me even for just a moment

Just to realise I can no longer hope

Sometimes I don't know what I am holding on to anymore

Just hoping there is someone who can shake me awake and give me hope

Sometimes I don't know myself anymore

Sometimes...